Ada masa masa memang aku rasa gampang tahap macam apa hentah.
Kau tahu mengapa?
Aku dah terbiasa luka berdarah
Hati aku dah mula ranap
Sayap aku hampir patah
Rasa aku mahu punah
Aku ingin segera lesap
Saat aku terlupa yang aku ada Tuhan.
Saat aku terlupa yang aku masih punya iman.
Jadi terus terus aku begini.
Mungkin kebencian telah menang meragut hati mudanya
Lalu dia menjadi buta mencari cinta di sisi kanan kirinya
Ditepis-tepis benci disuruh pergi
"Tuhann rangkullah dia. Tengok-tengokkanlah jiwanya yang sudah lecur itu. Pasti bisa Tuhan sahaja yang mampu ubati ".
And I have learned
that Allah knows my soul better
than I will ever do.
I do not see the invisible wall
separating me from the things
which aren’t meant for me.
And I don’t see either
how He takes some things
out of my life to save me.
I can’t reach to His knowledge
and yet Al-Qabid, The Constrictor
is closer to me than I thought.
For these cuts and bruises
on my poor heart
there is noone else responsible
I am the only one who
massacred it by stepping
over His boundaries which
were set to safe me.
Thus I shall never be angry at
Al-Muqsit, The Equitable One,
because He acts in fairness
and I wrong myself.
You try to find Love and you meet a wrong person, but when you meet the right person you find Love. So, don’t try to find Love, try to find the right person and Love will come In shaa ALLAH Taala.
When you allow yourself to be too attached to someone, you become weak, overly sensitive, and bruise much too easily. Its not worth it. Please dont make yourself tired running after fake loves
"I think once you accept that you’re alone, it starts to feel a little better. You start to enjoy your own company and those silences you dread are no longer filled with that ache of loneliness. You start to focus on yourself; you find your own happiness, or your own definition of it. You find out about yourself, your identity not defined by the people around you. You find YOU."